obesity was never my choice

you think i like the way i look? i have been like this all my life and i've been trying like crazy to be normal in the eyes of the world...

i hate being fat... and i hate those who call me fat even more...

you think i like being poked fun of since the day i started school? it has been a whole life of rejection. i know God doesn't look at the outward appearance, but the heart. but he has also surrounded me with asses who make insensitive comments that i find it hard to always turn a deaf ear to...

don't judge me... and if you are think i'm immature for airing my frustrations, i won't be surprised if you are one of the hypocrites from the church.