Confessions of A Desperately Sick Heart

The world shimmers and beams in bright neon lights.
It's calling out to me, seducing me like harlot in the night...
My purity is sacrificed, as I fall into the abyss,
And as I fall deeper and deeper, the pleasure really satisfied...

I was oblivious to what was I a victim to,
My moral burglared, my integrity mugged, my dreams were snuffed out...
As I approached the end of this fall, I was welcomed by the most attractive of all...
But my eyes were veiled by the deceit of them all...

Jamais vu, how could this be true?
I have abandoned the one who loves me through and through...
My first love, it felt too good to be true...
So I chose to return to my ways of the darkness...

Escape I must, before death engulfs my soul...
As I called out to You, the light shone through...