Ghosts From The Past II: Use Your Emotions! Do Not Let Them Control You!!

Yep, i was talking to Amos on the way to SAFTI MI... we were talking about this wound that can't seem to heal... it just seems so diabetic about it... i just can't live with this scar... i want it gone...

i wonder if it's cos i haven't surrendered certain things to God... and even if i had, i may have had some thing at the bad of my subconciousness, and i would need some freudian to pyschoanalyse it...

amos says that it's just gonna take time... looking back a month, there would have simply been a word or a picture that can trigger all the sorrow and hurt...

but i just don't want that wound to cause further infection...

time to revisit my security in the Lord...