Finding myself

finding myself...

after being a 'christian' for 3 years, i suddenly realise that i may not be a real christian after all... i haven't been worshipping my own God, but i had been living on borrowed faith... i have been living on the faith of my cell leaders and pastors, i have been worshipping their God, not Yufan's God... i have been really really really shallow in the Word...

but thru events, i have learnt that God is a truly personal God... God had been there for me during all those moments, just like He was there for you too... He had reasons for us to go thru those bad moments...

Jesus died for us so we can have direct fellowship and communion with God. we do not need a priest anymore for we have the Holy Ghost! in that case, we may not even have to wait for our pastor or a church leader to pray for us and to release a Word to us in order for us to see IT. thru the Spirit, we can see IT too! we can get personal with God!!