woah i guess this has been the longest 'break' i've taken
school has been really busy... it started off as really stressful but now it seems more an exciting challenge really...
i really thank God for how He has taken good care of me all this while ever since school started... i started off as a loner in school... but now, i've friends already! ppl like jeremy, florence, simin, karyne, audrey, marie, trixie, melissa, mariam, edwin etc etc... if you are wondering why am i mentioning so many of the girls, well, get the fact, cs is made up mostly of girls!! i am the only guy in my row during lecture!!
i think when your thoughts are on God, and you are immersed in His presence, one can't help it but to feel an unexplainable supernatural kind of joy... which is what I feel now.. i really don't see any reason to be happy... I've to wake up super early again tmr morning, I have a 900-word minimum poetry paper due on thurs which i've yet to start, I will receive a tv writing assignment on tues and I have a 1000-word essay on 'how can i prepare myself as a media professional' due in three weeks time... deadlines and deadlines!! but i can only attribute that joy to God, and thank Him for His amazing love!
there were days when i started thinking, 'aww shucks, how am i going to finish off with this day?' yes it was that bad... obsessive thoughts like, 'who am i gonna eat with?', 'where am i going during my breaks?' were occupying my mind... yeah, sounds like what's written in the Bible...
But yeah, God reminded me not to worry, that he would provide for me and i always end the day thanking God that He had made it possible for me to have new friends, cope relatively okay with classes, and still have time for other things like meeting up with ppl from church, my cell group and others...
and happy 21st bday jeremy!!
Saturday, September 13, 2008
this blog is still alive!
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